Multidisciplinary Artist, Vancouver, BC
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Trajectories, a blog of my practice

Thoughts from my head, home, and studio, paired with images I’m working on.

Vigil

The pain of seeing someone so clearly but not soon enough for all your hopes to make it out of the canyons that form between intention and action, trespass and forgiveness, is so palpable to me right now it's a gum my jaws roll around all night.

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Resetting in the forest

The brown is almost overwhelming this time of year but there is also the blue that is only really seen in the summer in Vancouver. The shoulder season in New England is crunchy and full of sticks that will poke your eye out if you aren’t looking. It is dry and wet at the same time, a crackling, squelching affair depending on where you step. The contradiction of it all is very New England.

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When giftedness and disability share the swing

We aren’t responsible for being what others want. We are responsible for knowing ourselves, for holding ourselves accountable to the standards and values we claim to uphold. Figuring out when our feelings belong to us, and when they are being projected onto us by others is such an important lesson for kids and it does not get taught explicitly enough.

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Colassal news

My work was featured in Colasal on Friday! Editor Kate Mothes, also creator of Young Space, reached out last week and asked for images and permission to share, but I wasn’t sure what to expect. The write up that Jackie Andres did was thoughtful, in depth, yet concise enough to let the work really be the center of the article.

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When my practice got real

But I realized that I was done appealing and worrying how the work looked. It’s funny that it happened in my art before it happened in my skin. It would be another two years before I cut my hair off and fully unmasked physically. I havent been able to disconnect myself from my studio trajectory since I began my Low Supply body of work.

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I am not your vessel

I have come to the conclusion that the role white women have played for white men in history is to be a validation vessel for the toxic masculinity and problematic primal thoughts and behaviors of men. We are decorative porcelain vases standing by to hold all of the emotions men cannot process or take responsibility for, all of the mental load that makes them feel badly about themselves, inadequate, or failures.

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On dying

Right now, I’m busy putting my energy into thousands of horacruxes I call art. It’s so far the only plan for dealing with death that has ever made any sense to me and ultimately the one I think is most human. I will live on in my objects the way people have for centuries before we gained the ability to extend our bodies. I will focus on my time here, not my time after, because I have seen that those who focus on the afterlife have a real knack for ignoring the horrors they are complicit in during this life. 

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Design Milk feature

We often see divergence as a challenge or threat, but sometimes it is simply disability or difference that makes us shift trajectories. I cannot build Lego sets because my brain cannot rotate images and so I make many fundamental mistakes while trying to follow the diagram instructions. This leads to frustration for me and my son. I started doing Lego work in a different way because I couldn’t use the product the way it was intended to be used.

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On the value of art education

I will explain art is not meant to be a decoration, but rather a query we are meant to respond to. Bad art leaves us unsure how to respond, feeling like we are somehow less knowledgeable after viewing. Good art reveals something to us, generating a response that feels like we have been invited to something. Children should learn when they are being manipulated and when they are being invited. Art education does that.

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Objects of power

Creating an object that is tied to a memory is a way of using the object as an external hard drive. The memory and energy is transferred to the object, giving it meaning and power not only to the maker but to others as well. People can tell when objects have mattered to others. We need to again cultivate this sense that capitalism has tried to kill.

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Knowing you're among predators

As an elementary aged child I was acutely aware that what people saw shifted how they responded or reacted and if you were able to also shift yourself-how you looked or behaved in anticipation of this perception- you could then have some manner of control over how you lived in other people’s heads. These car window experiments provided my brain with so much data about humanity that I had a lot to work with by the time I was a preteen really getting attention from men.

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Art as transference of energy

I think making art right now is very difficult for many because we have tied art to capitalism in a way that binds the artists to seeking appeal instead of discourse. At a time when so many are suffering and world order seems balanced on a precipice inhabited by lunatic villiain-aires, how can one justify making pretty things without function that cost a lot of money?

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Back to connection

Everything is connected unless you choose to try to be the one who casts and control the net, thus removing yourself from connection. We need more people on the net strengthening connections and more people who see the whole net, not more vying to control it.

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Unapologetic existence and pursuit of excellence

I’ve fully come to accept that my thinking is unique and mine and won’t appeal to all. I’m ok being smarter than others now. But I am still seeking my peers, my real intellectual cohort, the ones who want to dig in to ‘Old Mistresses; Woman, Art, and Ideology’ like I am. It’s strange to reach 44 and feel like I’ve diminished my own intellect for others comfort my whole life and am now at a point where what I think can no longer be contained.

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Allowing disability and giftedness to coexist

When I had kids and saw myself reflected in them and then in their diagnoses, it was nothing short of identity breaking. I was almost coping after I had my son but that really meant heavily masking and putting too much stress on him as a toddler to maintain the illusion, and when my daughter came it just about broke me.

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On labels

I think we should base our labels off how reliant an autistic individual is. We could say “Independent Autistic” for those of us currently classified as Level 1. Then it could be “Reliant on Support Autistic” (you could even add what type of support), and “Vitally or medically supported Autistic.”

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What the lone wolf knows

t’s impossible for me to unravel unmasking my neurodivergence from my parenting and the identity shift that followed. It was one ball of yarn. Now that it’s unravelled, I see so many connections between my experience and whats happening in the world today. The world needs a deep unmasking right now.

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Sound Feels

I made this video to demonstrate how I experience Sensory Processing Disorder and Synethesia, which I have surrounding certain senses. I experience sensory stimuli and information differently from those with a more typical brain. My Autistic brain takes in way more sensory information than allistic brains.

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